Well, sort of. Amongst the craziness of all God is doing (and did) on Sunday, one such thing is my leadership status in the home-church I attend. Mainly, am I a leader/elder of the group? My status in this group has always been weird--not a new believer, but I don't have the history with the other elders. God sees me as part of the core group there, but I do live 2 hours away. So, am I an elder there? The current elders are praying about it, and it's weird knowing that. I trust God is at work, and it's not really something to "worry" about in any way--it doesn't really say anything about me as a person one way or the other--but it's still a little weird.
I didn't think anything about it until one of my best friends (and current elder) asked me, "Do you feel like you're being judged?" No, I don't, but now that you mention it... Again, I'm not really worried about it one way or another, but I think it's weird to actually know you're being considered (especially in a church with no formal nomination process). Anyone else can relate to that?
On a somewhat related (but probably only in my head) note, have you ever
felt a finger being pointed at you? From someone ten feet away? A prophecy was being given, but the prophecier (spelling? is that even a word?) didn't know to whom it pertained....and then all of a sudden did, and pointed, and said, "And it's you." And I felt it in my chest. Not like a pain, but something....that kind of spread through most of my torso. Weirdness. God's doing stuff, I just hope I have the faith to trust Him and let Him take charge...
